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It's Been A While

     It’s been four years since I last wrote here.  In those four years, a lot of things have happened in my life.  Things that I would say are life-changing which includes, meeting a man, getting engaged, tying the knot, and finally now , expecting our first baby.

I still couldn’t believe how blessed I am to have experience all of these in a span of four years.  Others would say it’s a long wait, but for me, everything is just in its perfect time.  All fell into place.  I am amazed how God has blessed me with all these important events in my life I never imagined will ever happen.

      I remember how I used to get so lonely and how I felt so alone before.  I remember how I used to think that settling to be alone and just be single forever was really my fate.  I hated every man that came into my life.  Well not that I really hated them but I always looked for the perfect one but no one was good enough.  But maybe it wasn’t their fault, maybe it was mine because I needed to learn to trust and give them a chance, but I still did not.  Maybe, it was really meant to happen because I will soon find someone that God has actually reserved for me. And true enough, God has blessed me with a partner in life.  He gave me a person who could understand me and accept me regardless of all my flaws.  He gave me a person to who I can share my love and my life.  We are now married, and I couldn’t be any happier than before, knowing that in this life, I am no longer alone.


      God does not stop blessing us and giving us surprises.  I do not know what I did right to deserve all these, but I am just thankful and really really blessed. Right now, we are expecting our first baby whom we will name Rafael.  I admit I am nervous and yet excited to see my little boy.  I still couldn’t thank God enough for He allowed me to be a bringer of miracle called life. I am still amazed by the miracle that there is a person living inside me, a product of our love for each other, and of course the blessing of God.

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