Lavender Reflections

     Praying about my feelings is something that I never did in my past relationships.  Lord, if You are revealing the right person to me through JP, then make us best for each other.  Otherwise, do not let us invest on each other.  I don't want to sound as if I am dictating You Lord, but just please guide my heart so that I may make the right decisions.  I hope that whatever that is, it will always bring You glory and praise.  Thank you Jesus for the gift of love.

I prayed for this before I came to meet him.  I prayed that God will guide my feelings towards him because I don't want to fall into something that will not do me any good and things that will not bring glory to my God. I don't know if this was a test but obviously I am having a hard time.  I am not sure how I will pass this one.  Today, I found out that he belonged to a different faith, something so contradictory with mine.  I admit, religion is a big deal for me.  It is a big issue for me and so for them, (I suppose) no matter how he tells me it isn't.  I am discovering a lot about him each day and I am afraid I am liking it.  I do appreciate these things but I don't know how it will affect me and my faith.