Lavender Reflections

That morning, I was awakened because he was yelling at me.  I got so offended and I was tempted to come to him and confront him, I was in the act of yelling back at him telling him that that is not the way he is suppose to treat me.  I wanted to tell him he is wrong, I was hurt, I want to shout at him in anger!!! I got my bible, read the daily devotion, and the message was "to live a life without regret" -- that if there is a correction coming from the father (the Lord), if we sin, do not despise the Lord. I am glad that the bible pacified my anger.  I thank the Lord for today's message for I was not able to do something that I will regret afterwards. I couldn't be more grateful.  It turned out, I was only being corrected the right way.

Lord, just yesterday, I was talking about losing my confidence and feeling so down after a tragic failure.  Just yesterday, I was asking friends how to get up and pick up the broken pieces.  How will I be able to focus and prepare?  How will I begin to study again? I asked and they gave me no answer. Maybe, that is their way (or Your way) of telling me that it is You that I should ask, because only You can give me the strength that I need, and the courage to move on, to get up, and to start over. How great is Your love for me Lord.  Thank you for today's inspiration.  Thank you for not giving up on me. I know that You will bless and guide me as I start over.