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Pacified

That morning, I was awakened because he was yelling at me.  I got so offended and I was tempted to come to him and confront him, I was in the act of yelling back at him telling him that that is not the way he is suppose to treat me.  I wanted to tell him he is wrong, I was hurt, I want to shout at him in anger!!!

I got my bible, read the daily devotion, and the message was "to live a life without regret" -- that if there is a correction coming from the father (the Lord), if we sin, do not despise the Lord.

I am glad that the bible pacified my anger.  I thank the Lord for today's message for I was not able to do something that I will regret afterwards.

I couldn't be more grateful.  It turned out, I was only being corrected the right way.

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