Lavender Reflections

           I often find it difficult to write in behalf of others, what more to write in behalf of God? I didn't know how to start an activity which I thought at first was a mockery of God speaking to me.  How in the world will I be able to write what God has to say?  Again, I closed my eyes, think of my God, and in the silence of my heart, began speaking to Him.  I didn't know what was inside me (maybe it was the Holy Spirit) telling me that I should begin holding my pen and start writing... Dearest Purple,        My precious daughter, it is no accident that you are here today spending the weekend with Me and my other chosen children.  The moment that you were conceived, I have already planned for this.  Even in the darkest moments of your life which you think I allowed to happen, these are planned.  I have made those trials because I want you to come to Me with your energy drained, when you are...

          I attended a Singles Encounter Weekend and one of the activities was to write a letter to God.  I didn't know what to write at first, but I closed my eyes and began to think of the many times God saved me.  I know my life is not perfect, it will never be, but I know I will always have a God who sees me as a perfect creation.  I am loved, I am blessed. And so, here is my letter to God: Dear God,       Here I am writing you once again, but this time not to ask for any favors and petitions.      My God, I want to praise and thank You because You have given me this life.  I know I have screwed up, I messed up my life, I was stupid, and I don't deserve much love but still, You are there.  You never left me and you've remained faithful even if I am not.       God, I am so sorry for hurting you.  Sorry for not taking care of all the things You've given me. ...