A New Year's Prayer

Lord, I learned that there are so many opportunities that I just let pass the last year. There are so many time not carefully spent. I promise not to repeat them in 2013. I would always try my best to fulfill my promises to myself, my friends, my family, and my God.

Sorry Jesus because I have failed You a lot of times, I have hurt You and I have betrayed You in so many ways and yet You still embrace me in your protective care and mercy. How come You never give up on me when I did give up on You so many times?

Jesus forgive me. Please help me change for the better. Allow me to love without a doubt, to believe without questions -- and to just trust and have faith in You. Amen.

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